Here is an excerpt from a post by R.C. Sproul: 

How many times have you heard Christians say (or heard the words from your own mouth), “So-and-so is not a Christian but he’s searching”? It is a common statement among Christians. The idea is that there are people all over the place who are searching for God. Their problem is that they just haven’t been able to find Him. He is playing hide-and-seek. He is elusive.

In the Garden of Eden, when sin came into the world, who hid? Jesus came into the world to seek and to save the lost. Jesus wasn’t the one who was hiding. God is not a fugitive. We are the ones on the run. Scripture declares that the wicked flee when no man pursues. As Martin Luther remarked: “The pagan trembles at the rustling of a leaf. The uniform teaching of Scripture is that fallen men are fleeing from God.”

Read more here: http://www.ligonier.org/blog/2009/06/seeking-after-god.html

While listening to my iPod this morning, Offering by Third Day came on. The message of the song broke my heart and reminded me that I am not my own.

The first words of the song are “Magnificent. Holy. Father.”

I am ordinary. He is not only inordinary and noteworthy, He’s magnificent. He is grandiose. He is unfathomable.

Apart from Him I am unrighteouss, unholy and destitute, but He is devastatingly holy. 

The song goes on to say, “Who am I that You should suffer?”

Indeed, I have no signifigance or merit except that He chose to love me. What is in me that deserves to have a God that would die to cover my filth?

“The only thing that I can give You is the life You gave to me.”

In the end, what do we really have to offer God? What do we own and have title to that is not already His? Our existence is a gift from Him, so the only think we can really give Him is our lives. How we live our lives is either an act of worship or an act of rebellion. There is no middle ground. There is no gray area. God’s standards are the highest. You are either bringing honor to your Father, or you are dishonoring Him.

I recently graduated from seminary and found myself doing something in life I have never really done – waiting.  Well, of course I have waited for small things such as my food at a resteraunt or for a long anticipated vacation, but for the most part I have never really had to wait for the Lord.  I have basically lived all the years of my life in school and I knew the next step up unto seminary.  I assumed that once I graduated a job would just be waiting for me and the Lord would immediately call me.  However, I graduated in May of 2008 and now in January of 2009 I find myself waiting for the Lord to hurry up and make something happend.  However, that’s just it, I keep thinking the Lord is going to make something happen but every job I have looked at has not interested me or has not panned out.   In light of this, I have learned the elementary truth that waiting is a spiritual practice.  It is a discipline that I must choose to live out every day. 

For some reason I have never really heard a seromon on waiting for God, I have heard tid bits about being patient but never really on being a “good waiter.”  Honestly it doesn’t seem to be something we value as Christians in America, I certainly have never told anyone that they are excellent at waiting nor have I received a compliment about my abilities of waiting.  I think it would even be strange to hear, “What a good waiter you are.”  Yet, when I look at the life of David I marvel in amazement at his ability to wait for the Lord to act in his life. 

When David was a mere boy he was anointed by the prophet Samuel to be the king of Israel.  It took place when Saul was king and it made Saul hate him.  Saul hated David because he did not want David to take away his kingship from him or from his sons after him.  In fact Saul hated him so much that even after David served Saul faithfully for years Saul tried to kill him numerous times.  Yet, what astounds me is that David never forcefully took the throne that was“rightfully” his.  David had numerous oppurtunities to kill Saul and thereby take the kingship that God had said was his, but he didn’t.  In fact, in 1 Samuel 24, David has the oppurtunity to kill Saul and is egged on to do so by his men but in repsponse he says to his men in verse 11, “The LORD forbid that I should do this thing to my lord, the LORD’s anointed, to put out my hand against him, seeing he is [ 1 Samuel 12:3] the LORD’s anointed.”

David decides to wait for the Lord to deliver the kingship into his hands and refuses to kill Saul, a decision that caused David to wait to be king for many years.  Yet, he knew that waiting for the Lord to make it happen in his timing was the righteous action.

If I honestly look at my heart I don’t believe I would have made the same decision.  If I knew God had called me then I would have taken what was mine, and so here I am waiting for a position in ministry and I want God to make something happen.  It has been a measly few months and I have a fantastic job,  but not the job I want.  David waitied for years as an outcast of Israel and even among his enemy the Philistines.  As I look at such a story and read the Psalms I realize that there is a spiritual attribute that I have not valued, and an attribute that America certainly does not value.  For what is the value of waiting for God to make something happen when one can go out and work work work and be productive.  In this stage of my life I am looking to the life of David and Psamls to help me develop the spiritual discipline of waiting.

I look to Psalm 25:3 which says of the Lord, “none who wait for you shall be put to shame” and Psalm 27:14 “Wait for the LORD; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the LORD!” I am encouraged by this because although I have not arrived at my next “task” per se I am in the place I need to be.  I am in a place that is normal.  Waiting is normal.  Really, I am in the best place I can be, waiting for the Lord to show himself strong to me and learning not to try and make things happen through my own strength.  We are all called to wait for the Lord and will all experience times where we must wait for something.  May the Lord mature in us the spiritual discipline of waiting so that as the Psalmist says we will not be put to shame.